even if you won't! let! me! into! the! hellcats! i!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
still love you. a lot. wholeheartedly. why? because when i was left questioning who i was, what foundation i had - you were there to help me pick up pieces and slap them onto the map that is me. a na ungjae scientist whose confidence is something to be admired, is desperately admired. i can't tell you how many times i've looked at you and thought to myself, "this woman is a force" and .. i'm so happy to know that you are a force that is on my side.
you've always been this figure that others could effortlessly fall in love with because you're so charismatic. the amount of support and attention you pour into your loved ones makes each and every one of us want to try harder. i'm trying hard, are you proud of me?
your mind is a beautiful abyss of otherworldly emotions and thoughts that sometimes i feel like i've lost myself in a maze of bursting stars. you're the reason why i've found myself looking at them more, studying them more - trying to find the history behind our beings and our homes. it's given me something hot to hold on to and for that, i thank you.
for all those nights where it is difficult to sleep, for all those whispers in your ear keeping you up - i'm going to give you some of that dreamcatcher dust so that you can close your eyes and maybe dream wonderful things for once. for such a wonderful woman, a super woman, you deserve to let yourself have that.
i love you. thank you for everything.
always the '98line rascal,
na ungjae.